Living Shadows

I live with your ghost... and all that was once good between us.

Sit and I will stare at your light. I will miss the smell of your skin when my mind wonders away from this thought. But when I come home to you...my mind is attuned with our quiet chats on everything and nothing. The cerebral key that unlocks the unknown. The whole world seems so small compared to the weight of this endless bonding feeling. Surpassing the boundaries of logic. The awe of what is and what evaporates... across the world suspended in the air. I live in you and you in me.

Pockets of love hidden in the clouds. Occasionally turn my head and quietly allow the rain to take over. Suffocating in my own thoughts...these are the moments I catch myself....falling deeper and deeper out the living. I must say farewell before the others notice my absence. It's too much all at once. No one can really live here otherwise the world would commit me... for I live on a thin line of insanity to keep you alive.

Time is merely the past, present and future. Time is merely... what was, what is and what will live on. Can you see... that sun shines on me too. Smile! The Universe watches over our floating footprints and gently guides us to the next journey. But I can always come back to you if I stop and stand still.

I live with your ghost... and all that was once good between us.

Love Always, 

Acting and Apple Pie 

The Audition

144 beats per min instead of the average 72

0.6875lbs never felt heavier

Headshot in hand

Slight left-side profile

Eye contact towards camera

Name...

Role...

Become...

2 days going over sides

45 mins on the train...getting into character

(Yep...people think I'm freshly out of Bellevue)

33 mins waiting on studio bench

Reliving why I exist

15 mins left to check myself

Breathing my character...

5 mins until they call my name

Existing in the now...

1 min to make a deep long lasting impression

In...

My being waits wide eye lingering in the air outside the door

Done...

Seeps back into my pores as I take a deep breath leaving the studio

Back to myself...

Ready to do it all over again!!!!


Love always,
Acting and Apple Pie

Dedicated to every artist that runs with their heart on their sleeve:)

The Daily Journey

Yes I get lost...

Lost in my head, lost in my space, lost in time.

I find myself living to the fullest when I am in love and living in another shoes. Walk the path of greatness or destruction. But all to teach...

I am an Actor...

With all its glorious moments are moments of "where to land next". Spinning until my world is as dizzy as me. I like to laugh and feel high on my "NOW" moments that make me whole.

At the end of the day... My happiness is all around me...

The seat that was given to me on train,
The Audition,
the final kiss out of 20 at the elevator,
the poetic words of the unfortunate that ask me for help,
The Callback,
kisses to the Sun,
the little girl across from me that smiled,
the sound of Boom Clap Bachelors Lob Stop Sta,
the smell of Egyptian musk,
howling at the Moon,
the toast to everlasting love,
the smell of freshly made apple pie,
On Set,
101 million toast to winning the lottery,
finding a vegan fast food joint,
the look in your eyes,
my rating from 1 to 10 every time the pilot lands the plane,
On Stage,
Finding the lyrics to Lob Stop Sta,
sweaty palms that hold mine, 
every "hello"
and
every "I'll see you tonight"...


There are a sea of reasons why I woke up this morning... I found happiness in being alive!!!!


Love Always,
Acting and Apple Pie

... Miles Away

....Nature Boy

The misty rain and I have a quite love affair. Every time moisture fills up the space in which I breathe...through a foggy window around the brownstone where I sleep. It gives me comfort, a kind of intimate expression from a higher nature. A picturesque scene of unused umbrellas... bluesy soundtracks of an inner love for one's thoughts. A moment to self-reflect on the most precious times in our lives... "The Now"

....I Thought About You

To Exist is to Love! When light enters the operatic sounds of your core... Everything falls in its natural place. Naturally what you think you become... Naturally what you love will love you... Naturally your passions overflow into a surplus of Epic Happiness.

....In A Sentimental Mood

The stroke of Midnight... A mystical intense pause in time...the savory well planned whipped organic freshness served from the eyes. Lingering sensations bursting!!! A refined palate soothing bones and elevating souls.

 ....Kind of Blue

I can still hear the sound of raindrops falling against the fire escape.


Love Always

Acting and Apple Pie

**snapping fingers**

Dedicated to the 15 rainy days in January

TheDreamMakers

culminating in 5...4...3...2...1

Rotations from the hot atmosphere absorbed the cells that made me whole. A dense central nucleus surrounded by a cloud of negatively charged electrons broke down my existence through space and time. Burst like flames into the midnight sky.... creating multiple constellations forming from my HIGH!!!

I am a virgin...one of the human signs...

The faster I travel through space the slower time seems to pass.... A planet made from the rib of Venus is where my rocket land.

BANG...BANG!!!!

Lovers, Dreamers and Me...

A thick blanket of clouds slid down the inner walls of my lungs. Obsessed with infinity!!!            
Infinite possibilities of creativity... fire blazing STAR synergy ascending into eternity.

31 days of January...

A New Sun starts to Rise

18 days of February...

A Cosmic Movement Storming amongst the Skies

744 hours felt like 221 days...

Big!!!

Another 432 hours felt like 144 days..

Bang!!!

A NEW UNIVERSE was just created...

Theory!!!

Tip my hat to the other Galaxies...

This is not a test...

GET READY!!!


Love Always,
Acting and Apple Pie


Dedicated to my Team of Dream Makers...

President of TeamExec
Icelyn Ugbomah

Editor of Acting and Apple Pie
Karen Casey

Treasurer of Acting and Apple Pie
Sita Ragbir

President of J Backer Group
Julie Backer

Founders of InOurSKINProductions
Nadine Barnett Cosby
Shaun Rey
Jennifer Mary Mears

BANG BANG!!!!