Music mimics my movement in space. Every whole note, half note, quarter note, eighth note, sixteenth note, thirty-second note, sixty-fourth note moves my soul. I'm ready and able...
Monday, June 24, 2013
Thursday, May 9, 2013
Sex Transmutation
Lust is not my truth.
Lying in bed for over five years with you.
This is... True Love.
Sliding, Climbing, Pushing…through tears and applause.
Going hungry to feed my soul.
The erotic side of passion enriched in my spirit.
Removing limits of physical vision.
Fake ones. Side eye observers. The grey-day-walking-prisoners in their own skin.
Starting over isn't easy. Especially when the rest of the
world continues to rotate.
But here we are… Alchemy.
Every word filled with color. Every line bursting with
emotion. Every scene built from truth!
In front or behind your lens…making me whole.
This is my truth.
(whispering in your ear) I can feel your love.
(whispering in your ear) I can feel your love.
xoxo
Acting and Apple Pie
Thursday, October 11, 2012
Living Shadows
I live with your ghost... and all that was once good between us.
Sit and I will stare at your light. I will miss the smell of your skin when my mind wonders away from this thought. But when I come home to you...my mind is attuned with our quiet chats on everything and nothing. The cerebral key that unlocks the unknown. The whole world seems so small compared to the weight of this endless bonding feeling. Surpassing the boundaries of logic. The awe of what is and what evaporates... across the world suspended in the air. I live in you and you in me.
Pockets of love hidden in the clouds. Occasionally turn my head and quietly allow the rain to take over. Suffocating in my own thoughts...these are the moments I catch myself....falling deeper and deeper out the living. I must say farewell before the others notice my absence. It's too much all at once. No one can really live here otherwise the world would commit me... for I live on a thin line of insanity to keep you alive.
Time is merely the past, present and future. Time is merely... what was, what is and what will live on. Can you see... that sun shines on me too. Smile! The Universe watches over our floating footprints and gently guides us to the next journey. But I can always come back to you if I stop and stand still.
I live with your ghost... and all that was once good between us.
Love Always,
Acting and Apple Pie
Friday, August 31, 2012
The Audition
0.6875lbs never felt heavier
Headshot in hand
Slight left-side profile
Eye contact towards camera
Name...
Role...
Become...
2 days going over sides
45 mins on the train...getting into character
(Yep...people think I'm freshly out of Bellevue)
33 mins waiting on studio bench
Reliving why I exist
15 mins left to check myself
Breathing my character...
5 mins until they call my name
Existing in the now...
1 min to make a deep long lasting impression
In...
My being waits wide eye lingering in the air outside the door
Done...
Seeps back into my pores as I take a deep breath leaving the studio
Back to myself...
Ready to do it all over again!!!!
Love always,
Acting and Apple Pie
Dedicated to every artist that runs with their heart on their sleeve:)
Friday, April 6, 2012
The Daily Journey
Yes I get lost...
Lost in my head, lost in my space, lost in time.
I find myself living to the fullest when I am in love and living in another shoes. Walk the path of greatness or destruction. But all to teach...
I am an Actor...
With all its glorious moments are moments of "where to land next". Spinning until my world is as dizzy as me. I like to laugh and feel high on my "NOW" moments that make me whole.
At the end of the day... My happiness is all around me...
The seat that was given to me on train,
The Audition,
the final kiss out of 20 at the elevator,
the poetic words of the unfortunate that ask me for help,
The Callback,
kisses to the Sun,
the little girl across from me that smiled,
the sound of Boom Clap Bachelors Lob Stop Sta,
the smell of Egyptian musk,
howling at the Moon,
the toast to everlasting love,
the smell of freshly made apple pie,
On Set,
101 million toast to winning the lottery,
finding a vegan fast food joint,
the look in your eyes,
my rating from 1 to 10 every time the pilot lands the plane,
On Stage,
Finding the lyrics to Lob Stop Sta,
sweaty palms that hold mine,
every "hello"
and
every "I'll see you tonight"...
There are a sea of reasons why I woke up this morning... I found happiness in being alive!!!!
Love Always,
Acting and Apple Pie
Lost in my head, lost in my space, lost in time.
I find myself living to the fullest when I am in love and living in another shoes. Walk the path of greatness or destruction. But all to teach...
I am an Actor...
With all its glorious moments are moments of "where to land next". Spinning until my world is as dizzy as me. I like to laugh and feel high on my "NOW" moments that make me whole.
At the end of the day... My happiness is all around me...
The seat that was given to me on train,
The Audition,
the final kiss out of 20 at the elevator,
the poetic words of the unfortunate that ask me for help,
The Callback,
kisses to the Sun,
the little girl across from me that smiled,
the sound of Boom Clap Bachelors Lob Stop Sta,
the smell of Egyptian musk,
howling at the Moon,
the toast to everlasting love,
the smell of freshly made apple pie,
On Set,
101 million toast to winning the lottery,
finding a vegan fast food joint,
the look in your eyes,
my rating from 1 to 10 every time the pilot lands the plane,
On Stage,
Finding the lyrics to Lob Stop Sta,
sweaty palms that hold mine,
every "hello"
and
every "I'll see you tonight"...
There are a sea of reasons why I woke up this morning... I found happiness in being alive!!!!
Love Always,
Acting and Apple Pie
... Miles Away
....Nature Boy
The misty rain and I have a quite love affair. Every time moisture fills up the space in which I breathe...through a foggy window around the brownstone where I sleep. It gives me comfort, a kind of intimate expression from a higher nature. A picturesque scene of unused umbrellas... bluesy soundtracks of an inner love for one's thoughts. A moment to self-reflect on the most precious times in our lives... "The Now"
....I Thought About You
To Exist is to Love! When light enters the operatic sounds of your core... Everything falls in its natural place. Naturally what you think you become... Naturally what you love will love you... Naturally your passions overflow into a surplus of Epic Happiness.
....In A Sentimental Mood
The stroke of Midnight... A mystical intense pause in time...the savory well planned whipped organic freshness served from the eyes. Lingering sensations bursting!!! A refined palate soothing bones and elevating souls.
....Kind of Blue
I can still hear the sound of raindrops falling against the fire escape.
Love Always
Acting and Apple Pie
**snapping fingers**
Dedicated to the 15 rainy days in January
Saturday, February 18, 2012
TheDreamMakers
culminating in 5...4...3...2...1
Rotations from the hot atmosphere absorbed the cells that made me whole. A dense central nucleus surrounded by a cloud of negatively charged electrons broke down my existence through space and time. Burst like flames into the midnight sky.... creating multiple constellations forming from my HIGH!!!
I am a virgin...one of the human signs...
The faster I travel through space the slower time seems to pass.... A planet made from the rib of Venus is where my rocket land.
BANG...BANG!!!!
Lovers, Dreamers and Me...
A thick blanket of clouds slid down the inner walls of my lungs. Obsessed with infinity!!!
Infinite possibilities of creativity... fire blazing STAR synergy ascending into eternity.
31 days of January...
A New Sun starts to Rise
18 days of February...
A Cosmic Movement Storming amongst the Skies
744 hours felt like 221 days...
Big!!!
Another 432 hours felt like 144 days..
Bang!!!
A NEW UNIVERSE was just created...
Theory!!!
Tip my hat to the other Galaxies...
This is not a test...
GET READY!!!
Love Always,
Acting and Apple Pie
Dedicated to my Team of Dream Makers...
President of TeamExec
Icelyn Ugbomah
Editor of Acting and Apple Pie
Karen Casey
Treasurer of Acting and Apple Pie
Sita Ragbir
President of J Backer Group
Julie Backer
Founders of InOurSKINProductions
Nadine Barnett Cosby
Shaun Rey
Jennifer Mary Mears
BANG BANG!!!!
Rotations from the hot atmosphere absorbed the cells that made me whole. A dense central nucleus surrounded by a cloud of negatively charged electrons broke down my existence through space and time. Burst like flames into the midnight sky.... creating multiple constellations forming from my HIGH!!!
I am a virgin...one of the human signs...
The faster I travel through space the slower time seems to pass.... A planet made from the rib of Venus is where my rocket land.
BANG...BANG!!!!
Lovers, Dreamers and Me...
A thick blanket of clouds slid down the inner walls of my lungs. Obsessed with infinity!!!
Infinite possibilities of creativity... fire blazing STAR synergy ascending into eternity.
31 days of January...
A New Sun starts to Rise
18 days of February...
A Cosmic Movement Storming amongst the Skies
744 hours felt like 221 days...
Big!!!
Another 432 hours felt like 144 days..
Bang!!!
A NEW UNIVERSE was just created...
Theory!!!
Tip my hat to the other Galaxies...
This is not a test...
GET READY!!!
Love Always,
Acting and Apple Pie
Dedicated to my Team of Dream Makers...
President of TeamExec
Icelyn Ugbomah
Editor of Acting and Apple Pie
Karen Casey
Treasurer of Acting and Apple Pie
Sita Ragbir
President of J Backer Group
Julie Backer
Founders of InOurSKINProductions
Nadine Barnett Cosby
Shaun Rey
Jennifer Mary Mears
BANG BANG!!!!
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